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“it's not about what I've done... it's about what I'm doing..”
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They say that to move forward, one must spend time picking up parts of the past. I use to know what I was doing... But lately, find myself chasing my tail, forgetting why I even started this run. I took down the photos today ~ I can't seem to move around in this shrine. They remind me of what I may never be able to do again ~ yesterday I visited that place in my mind - i don't wanna stay inside today. There's a trophy that makes me weep inside. It tells me, that maybe I let someone down. Too cry they say is too heal... I'm still waiting... There's nothing no-one can say. I'm always gonna see it this way...
There's something said for someone who can get it right the first time - unfortunately I'm a lazy speller so I'm always doing things over... sometimes I have to ask; myself... am i lazy or just a bad typer, why can't I blame the keyboard - I know how spell "the" but sometimes my finger slips and I get "hte" ... Is it lazy to not remember to let the computer correct what I am trying to say? Why can't I read things over and correct it that way .. maybe things aren't meant to be rewritten (or typed) and you only get one chance to get it right... would you get it right then?n It'll never be for me; I still look at the keys when I type.
"Sometimes I wake up with the sheets soaking wet, and a freight train running through the middle of my head"

I didn't say it - but I sure get it ! I'm sure it's three in the morning and I'm typing, writing... drawing... or just thinking about why can't I just do more - wishing I wasn't this small... I've never been a "wish'er" I'm kind of new to it , you see I've always been more of a dreamer...
Aaah, Stolen Studios and my lil' bastard... where are you, what's happening... Nothing, we're still here doing our thang - you will see him floating around. he's hiding out in almost everything I do.. Under stolen, I offer free hosting.. yes FREE... if you have an idea... let's talk
I'm only scratching the surface here.. this site will go further and further into the depths that only I will enjoy reading (propbably), it will be full of my past and notes that will shed light on the future of this site and stolenstudios site (both being the same) would be good for starters.
I love staying up for a couple of days - no sleep... and then letting go (providing I can still see straight) I love 3am ... while everyone goes to bed I'm dishing out another half day...
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